RETAIL THERAPY.

Had a sleepover at my best girl's flat last night, and due to her early start and Matt's late finish I have a lot of time to kill today!

I started off thinking i'd go home and do all of my domestic goddess chores, then realised sales were on and had a pretty productive look round the shops.

Frenchie vest, £7 H&M.   Grey Top, £10 Topshop.  Casual plimsoles, £6.99 New Look.  Necklace, £2 New Look.

I then went food shopping and bought lots of scrummy things with money I do not have, before coming home to a very excited little puppy and a filthy house - Thanks Matt!

So on goes my comfy shorts, new vest & trusty headscarf for a good scrub before chilling out infront of a chick flick.

I  could get used to this....whoops.

♥

Matt started training for his new job yesterday, and after being unemployed for only three weeks and completely smashing applications I am hugely proud of him.

So now he has over double the hours he had previously, I've found myself going from absolutely no 'me' time, to not knowing what to do with myself whenever I'm not at work.

Looks like the house is going to be immaculate, Jade's new flat is going to have plenty of unexpected visits, and Piggy is going to be getting walked like never before!

xoxoxoxoxoxoxox

Change.

Life is rocky, with a great deal of ups and downs. Things have certainly changed these past few weeks, but I'm feeling stronger, fitter, more independant, and strangely happier. It may be a while before things are 100% again but atleast I now know that I have matured drastically and I am comfortable with the lady that I have turned out to be.

Sweeeeet.

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 The woods are lovely, dark and deep

and I have promises to keep

and miles to go before I sleep.

Did you hear me Butterfly?

Miles to go before I sleep.

ROUTINE.

WORKING ON: THE THIGH GAP.

10 Toe touches : 20 Lunges : 30 Squats : 40 Jumping jacks : 50 Sitting toe touches : 60 Sec wall sit

REPEAT EVERY DAY.

In total now I've lost 1st & 10lbs since my heaviest weight. Shit, yeah.

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It's been a rock & roll week with the girls this week, followed by a carefree greedy bank holiday weekend with Matt. Absolutely shattered & never been more ready for payday to come tomorrow.

NEXT STOP. Quickly get work over with these next two days and spend Thursday doing the exciting 'holiday shop' and realise it's just around the corner. No rest for the wicked.

BUMPY RIDE

'My head's a shed' doesn't even come close to my feelings about the past few weeks. At the minute life is having it's lows but I'm now realising it's time to focus on the highs. Time to suck it up, smile and look forward to all the exciting things coming my way at what seems like lightning speed.

I have started by eating all the rest of the shit food in the house this weekend, ready to get back into it and focus on my fitness which is massively improving. I've also sorted through all my clothes, bags and other sentimental things and given myself a reality check....time to get this house in order. I'm spending more time with my friends and sister, learning new recipes and steaming ahead at work. 

TIME TO REWARD MYSELF. TIME TO GET HAPPY.