future

For some reason I'm all of a sudden feeling really excited. I'm excited to get this year at college all over and done with, and having the possibility of Uni at the end of it. I'm excited about one day moving out and finally being able to call a house my home. I'm excited at the thought of Matt being my man forever. I'm excited about finally making my life my own one day, and really making the most of it like I intend to do.

I read of other peoples success and whilst being happy for them, I can't help letting it bring me down. Though when I stop to think for a second, I remember that I am actually only 17 and I haven't really had the chance to show the world how much potential I have yet. I get so caught up in trying to be as mature as I can, I forget that I have my whole life ahead of me, and I should realise that pessimism is too much of a weight on my shoulders. I will be a success....I just need to be patient.