pippaaa

I swear, today I'm going to change things. 

I'm not going to sit around doing nothing but eat like I did last night, that just makes me feel lonely (and fat!) My original plan for the day was to get ready slowly and wait to hear from Matt so he can tell me what we're doing tonight, even though I know that wouldn't be until about five and I can't stay round his house because his mum likes 'weekends to herself' hmm.

 

So instead i'm going to get a shower now and make myself look (and feel) pretty. I'll then venture into town on my own and hand in CVs everywhere, even if it is just for christmas temp. I'll put the money my dad gave me yesterday into my bank and then come home when I've had enough of town and order that beautiful pink lace top that I need in my life.

I'm just sick of feeling like my life revolves around what other people are doing. If I dont start to do things for myself then I'll never be happy.

Wish me luck.